Angel will never send this...

Below - is a letter I'll never send...because it means that I'll never be able to talk to him again...I wish I was stronger....




Hey

So..after pretty much two months of you avoiding hanging out with me - I get the clue. You make up every excuse in the book to not do something with me, and frankly I've been an idiot thinking that you're just a busy guy.

Im glad that you've found someone else to fill your time, but I want you to know that I don't understand what I've done wrong.
Instead of just saying to me - "I don't know what to say"...just tell me what happened...cause I hate feeling like an idiot for asking you to hang out...when I know that you're just going and spending your time with someone else....who is clearly more important. You're able to keep a weekly date with certain people but its impossible to come by and chill for one night.

You've bailed on me twice in instances where it meant the most to me, and instead decided to go shopping with Amanda and Tanya...which was one of the worst choices you could have made; making me not trust you...and proving that Karma is real.

Im glad you've found a girl that you can hang out; all the time, who doesn't end up with feelings for you - and I hope that its worth it...cause Im done asking you and being all fun and happy...you really hurt me - as a friend....you clearly need to look up the definition.

Im done your game XXXXXX, I can't do it anymore - cause clearly I don't mean anything to you - not even as a friend. You've gone ahead and made it into the same category as all those guys you used to warn me about....its really not a nice place to be. Im sorry that you're gonna miss this...cause Im pretty awesome ...friends or otherwise....I kinda thought you were different...but you managed to prove me right....maybe someday soon this could work...but until you realise that you can't treat people that way...and you can't just assume that what you did was 'right'....Im gone, as much as it hurts...and as much as I hate to say it --- I really do care about you...just don't think you'll ever care back unfortunately....and maybe when the time comes..it will be too late - and someone else will have realised how amazing I am...

Secretly...I hope that someone is you.