Angel hates the Holidays....

I hate the holidays....

I thought this would be easier than it is...

I hate being sick, I hate being alone...

No wonder so many people fuck right off over the holidays...its totally not worth the pain...

This is the first x-mas that I will be completely alone ...no parents, no Wes, no Wes's parents...and then I get to be privy to all the pictures and all the good times that are had by them....
I hate pity parties...with a passion...but if I break into tears one more time while watching something about Christmas love...Im gonna work the overnight shifts and just sleep through X-Mas...

Also ,I feel like crap...Like I've been hit by a bus...twice...

Im getting weaker and weaker, and all I can do is sleep...I have dark circles under my eyes, and I look tired...

ugh..boo to this..

My best friend in the entire world......doesn't care anymore....

The men in my life lie to me constantly...and Im so sick and tired of being used and lied too...

Im sick and tired of all the 'buts'...


All I want for Christmas.........


...is to be healthy
...is to be loved
...is to be happy


Bah Humbug

OH



MY



GOD