Im just blah. Im so fed up with doing everything and worried about what everyone else thinks. I do everything and say everything and when I do...and someone says something to counteract what I say..I get upset and just don't have an opinion anymore...I mean I can take criticism...but all the time...thats all people say...Im never allowed to have an opinion on anything.
Sometimes...well all the time I wonder what my life would be like if I was still skinny...if I wasn't so fucking fat...I think people would respect me more, I would move up in the workplace...I would have a relationship that has intimacy and not fake intimacy...
Is it really that hard...for just one day...to not be alone...to have people that want to be with you....
GRRRRRR
